绝望

No longer knowing how to move on.
No matter, how many times i thought i moved on, start smiling, being positive and grateful/ thankful towards all my friends.
Just being alone is enough to destroy all of those positive thoughts.
Climbed out of the pit just to find myself falling back into the pit time and time again.
It is really harder to move on than i expected...

Focus on developing a new me.

I have so many flaws that I dislike and is not proud of.

Now, I want to find a new route in becoming a better person.

I feel I am living too much in a comfortable zone with too much nice peoples.
The greatest gift god have gave me is allowing me to meet everyone of you. I am totally grateful of it. Thank you.

Now I need to relearn social interaction and how to foster better ties with new peoples met. 

I also need to learn the appropriate way of behavior and speech when interacting with others. 

I need to be more open and vocaliste. How many of you know the real me?

I realise I rely too much one everyone I have known so far to the extend of blocking myself from meeting new peoples. Thinking back, what the hell am I doing??

Besides that, I am too ignorance. Since sec Sch days till now, I am always the "baby" of the group. To be protected.

Now, I am going to rely on myself. 

Be someone that even I myself will be proud of.

No longer going to live my life in circle, going with the flow. 

To begin with, is starting to do what I dislike. Cause that is my biggest flaws.

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"Not only gf/bf are the most impt. You must open up your thinking. In his life, he have family, relatives, friends and you.

When he is always with you all the time, what his family, relative and friends think and feel?"
Don't let your emotion lead you

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