To the reborn us.

I just been taught a valuable lesson. Mainly by Xueqi who shows me a different perspective.

It is scary how easily negative thought just snowball into massive, huge, destructive thoughts and you can't even control or stop it :O 

Once enlighten, it's not that bad afterall!

Shall post my thoughts as a reflection of everything that had happened. Hopefully, I will learn to treasure my dearest boy to a greater extent. 

On my part I should be more vocal to what I am feeling and what I want rather than pushing him away. On his part, I guess he have to be more patient and prompting me with options and questions and to hold on to me when I try pushing him away.

Now I feel that the below posts are ridiculous and I must be out of my mind! But, unfortunately, "Hanhan less than 3" had been reduced to "Huihan" as a reminder of everything.  :(

Lastly, I need to treasure my precious friends cause they are always there for me. Can't imagine what will happen to me if Xueqi is not here. Thank you babe<3

My pretty girls :D

"Not only gf/bf are the most impt. You must open up your thinking. In his life, he have family, relatives, friends and you.

When he is always with you all the time, what his family, relative and friends think and feel?"
Don't let your emotion lead you

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Bye bye my love

So in need to be happy when all I can do is to break down over and over again. </3

Wishing you happiness.

Love,

Yingx2

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Broken up into pieces

Drift.
以泪洗面almost everyday for the week.
It is amazing that I am not blind by now.
What is happening? I am past the breaking down stage, into exhaustion .
...To much to bear, more than i can bear.
Someone save me..

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One day

If there is one day when I am very, very sad. I shall go for a very very long walk.
I shall find a long straight road , with little traffic lights and walk from evening to next morning. Blasting music and just be in my own world. Gathering strength from the music. By the end of the journey I will be alright.
Then again i think i would be okay halfway through, so i can 偷懒 and not complete the whole journey! One day I shall try this out. Wonder how far I am able to achieve.

A Long Road (from Google)

A little more about my job.
So what do i do there? For the past 2 weeks is: 

NOTHING! Go there to chit chat, read books, cam whore, drink tea, draw tiger..

Da fuq.  So much for being called an admin staff when I am not even assigned my own desktop after 2 weeks?? :( It is like going to a chicken rice seller that does not sells chicken -.- Maslow hierarchy need theory - self actualization NOT met. 

By the way, the camwhore picture damn nice right? Cool bu cool arh? 

Another 2 random pictures. This post is random because i just wanted to show off some pictures I took using my phone. 

I think the Hot Tomato - Rosemarry chicken picture is damn nice can? It look nicer than the original chicken's look and taste (View in full size). Okay lah! The taste is nice lah! But it just that the picture seem like a picture of roasted turkey, served on Christmas dinner, found in books. :D Hehehehe

And the top picture is Xueqi's relative pet, QQ. It is just plain adorable! Little puffy legs that make it looks like a brown walking carpet *meltz*

风筝

Hi.
I finally started working after a month of staying at home. But it was a well deserved break after 3 years of mugging in poly. Besides, it is pretty much the normal 6 weeks, so this is reasonable :D So i am working at.....

My temporary workpass

...Microsoft! Not.
It is "Arvato". It is a company providing business process outsourcing services to various brands. And in this project, the client is Microsoft.
It was guaranteed  that there would be alot of OTs until up to midnight and even weekends. *tired* But then again, it is x1.5 the usual pay and it's only a 2.5 months. 先苦，后甜!
Actually, it is not so much about the money. I am more interested in the things i will learn and experiences i will gain from this job.  As long i had fun and enjoy working there, everything gonna be alright  :) Personal well being > money!

Having training.

So far, it seem good. There are around 25 peeps in my team which will be further split by 2, and then 4. And most of them are around my age of 19 - 23 (?) So no generation gap = less serious working adults = more fun. Hopefully. And on a brighter side, there are free flow of drinks in the pantry ranging from coke, soy milk and MILK TEA!

And the best part of today is.............

*Love these pictures! Look so 幸福！:D*

*Peace*

Meeting Baby Love <3 after work! No longer need to travel from west to east or vice versa! ^^ Really glad for this impromptu meetings. Felt so pampered and loved. Usually BF would be kinda unwilling to shop and walk around shopping centers, which would result in sulky me. 

However, today he seems quite happy to tag along even into "girl" shops such as Sasa and Cotton On! We spotted a offer of 2 cardigans for $20. Pretty reasonable deal. The usual him would comment it is a waste of money to buy. But surprisingly he said it is alright to buy :D Hahaha, but ended up i did buy since i don't need it. Nonetheless, feels so happy ^^

And we had dinner at this place The Mussel Guy. Quite nice i would say. The staffs are friendly, the ambiance is cool and calm and the foods seems of value for it's price. We ordered a sweet and sour chicken with rice set meal which comes with a soup/ garlic bread and drink. The rices have these super Hai Nan Ji Fan taste. And food ordered by other tables also look nice! *drool* 

What touched me is that Huihan who doesn't (really) like mussels, ordered 500gm + 300gm of mussels cause he thought i liked it. *touched* My boyfriend very nice hor ^^  So sweet the way in gave in to the bratty me <3

Ps:// I do like mussels but not as much as cheese,mint ice cream, octopus and soup! So next time don't need to order mussels alright?

*Sweet & Sour Chicken w Rice / Baked Cheese Mussels*

*Creamy Mussel / Soup of The Day*

*Hh - fierce Yy - I just wanna be with you. Whineeeeee*

*Hh - I'm cute. Ain't I? Wink <3*

辉翰就像是个风筝。有时要放开， 有时要抓紧。

我爱这个风筝^^^^^。爱爱爱！