Friday, March 23, 2012
Just me.
I am blogging on my new phone and I expect to have double the amount of typo errors.
Anw, for those that added me on twitter would know that I spammed your timeline with facts regarding my horoscope, cancer. Reasons being that I was scrolling through some twitter accounts for cancer . At the beginning, I was retweeting those super "me" tweets But after someitme, I start to wonder are these tweets about me as me or about me as a cancer. A Cancer is a emotional sign among the horoscope. They tends to hide their feelings as a defense mechanism, to prevent being hurt. Once feeling upsetted, they most likely withdraw themselves from the world in to a solo place of their own. This is being wary of being hurt again. So they seal their emotion and themselves within them, waiting for someone to be caring enough to coach them out of the shell.
And I am just like that. But I am who I am.I am a girl that love to be loved, love smile and be cheerful. I am sad when I a sad. I am who I am. I happened to be thus way. And should not be categorized just by some signs or months I am borned in. I am not to be defined just based on my horoscope sign.
And this is not a cancer kinda thing. Else why is there a common saying of girls being afraid to fall in love after a failed relationship until the next prince comes along, making them fall head over heals again. Are they a cancer then? And no, not just girls. Guys too. We are humans.
This is some random thoughts cuz I realised typing out words is a way for me to clear out bubbling thoughts of mine. Just sometimes I prefer to know no one is reading so that the other side of me will not be seen.
Anw, for those that added me on twitter would know that I spammed your timeline with facts regarding my horoscope, cancer. Reasons being that I was scrolling through some twitter accounts for cancer . At the beginning, I was retweeting those super "me" tweets But after someitme, I start to wonder are these tweets about me as me or about me as a cancer. A Cancer is a emotional sign among the horoscope. They tends to hide their feelings as a defense mechanism, to prevent being hurt. Once feeling upsetted, they most likely withdraw themselves from the world in to a solo place of their own. This is being wary of being hurt again. So they seal their emotion and themselves within them, waiting for someone to be caring enough to coach them out of the shell.
And I am just like that. But I am who I am.I am a girl that love to be loved, love smile and be cheerful. I am sad when I a sad. I am who I am. I happened to be thus way. And should not be categorized just by some signs or months I am borned in. I am not to be defined just based on my horoscope sign.
And this is not a cancer kinda thing. Else why is there a common saying of girls being afraid to fall in love after a failed relationship until the next prince comes along, making them fall head over heals again. Are they a cancer then? And no, not just girls. Guys too. We are humans.
This is some random thoughts cuz I realised typing out words is a way for me to clear out bubbling thoughts of mine. Just sometimes I prefer to know no one is reading so that the other side of me will not be seen.
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
I wish im a rich man's daughter
I am extreme broke and for ONCE I am stressing over money matters. I am so broke that I endured 5 hours of starvation and stomach rumble, since my last meal was 10 hours ago, during lunch =< JUST BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SPEND A SINGLE CENTS! I even start thinking twice about going out with anyone cause ^
I hate the fact that i applied for uni because it caused all this problems! Uni would cause 30k - 40k SGD. And I do not even know who is going to pay for me. In other word, I am 30k - 40k IN DEBT! @#$%^& *berserk* And i was reminded it does not stop at here. I conveniently forget that i still need to cover 4 years of living expenses. AND what if i did not excel in uni? Then everything will come to a waste...
And i can't even get a job because employers find working 4 months is too short. Many credits to Uni again.
Story of my life. !@#$%^&*(
Stressed. Le Sigh.
I hate the fact that i applied for uni because it caused all this problems! Uni would cause 30k - 40k SGD. And I do not even know who is going to pay for me. In other word, I am 30k - 40k IN DEBT! @#$%^& *berserk* And i was reminded it does not stop at here. I conveniently forget that i still need to cover 4 years of living expenses. AND what if i did not excel in uni? Then everything will come to a waste...
And i can't even get a job because employers find working 4 months is too short. Many credits to Uni again.
Story of my life. !@#$%^&*(
Stressed. Le Sigh.
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| Finally understand what @fattybombom is going through :( |
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
There's a kid in me
This movie is surprisingly good.
To begin, I wasn't keen about this movie seeing that i read most of Dr Seuss's books. And i don't believe how a children book, that can be completed in 15 min, could be film into a 1 1/2 hour film. I pretty much linked Lorax to
Which i stopped watching halfway through the movie.
And and and, the movie started of with musical which was too corny for my liking. Oh boy.
BUT.
Yeah, this movie is nice. It was light hearted and managed to intrigue my feelings throughout the movie. For most part, there are additional details/ actions/ etc to enliven the movie and evoking laughter (OUT LOUD) in the cinema. And the sad part, really make me feel sad and pity for..... :'( Random values taught in the movie would be pollution would be at the price of fresh air. And don't sacrifice your friends and loved ones from personal gain.
Conclusion: I like the light hearted-ness/ simple-ness about this movie and how it can manipulate my emotions :)
The End.
Sunday, March 4, 2012
Another perspective
Had a late night chit chat with a dear little friend and it made me comes to realize some things about a relationship. I know right, me giving a lecture on relationship? Scram if you want!
1) "Just because he don't love you the way you wants, doesn't mean he don't love you with everything he got"
Something i saw from tumblr. Which bring us to the second point.
2) Be positive. Look on the bright side. Appreciate every single things he done for you regardless how big or small it is.
Boyfriend did not give you any gifts for your anniversary? At least he remember the date.
Boyfriend do not have time to accompany you as much as you like? At least he bother to drive you around.
Examples. Just saying.
Go think of what your partner have done for you that you could be grateful and appreciative of. It will make you happier and naturally he will be.
This also means to say don't be envious of other couples that seem "sweeter". Firstly, it make you oversees what your Love had done for you. Secondly, no couples post their quarrels on Facebook/ Twitter right?! What is the point of being jealous when you are unaware of what the complete story would be?
3) Expectation and disappointments
Argh! Seriously?! Screw this.
I guess this is something common in all relationship.
The key is how you handle your expectation. Don't want to be disappointed? Reduce your expectations. Then at least you not only wouldn't be disappointed, and who knows you might be surprised.
I know this sound damn pessimistic. But being let down, facing disappointments really sucks. Don't you think so? :(
4) If you can't change somebody, join him
It is not that i am not caring enough about my boyfriend, and that why i let him do as he wants. Come on, it is easier to go:
"Wah lau! Why are you always doing your hobbies, and neglecting me? Drop your hobbies plox *insert sad face*" Or "Wah biang! You are always going out to enjoy. Friends first, i second. I don't like you to meet your friends." Or "Wah kao! Why are you always playing Dota? Don't you find it boring ? Stop Dota now!@#$%^"
BUT, I believe in having them making the (right) decision themselves, rather than imposing your will on them. Who likes to be controlled? Let them make the decisions themselves.
Then again, this also leads to more disappointments. And you are left to deal with your it once again.
My suggestion is, on some occasions, join him. If he is going out with his friends, accompany him. If he has a hobby, listen to him, share his excitements. Notice how his face lit up when he talks about it.
On the other occasions, just go and do something with the additional amount of time you have. Watch a movie, listen musics, meet up with friends. Stop focusing that your boyfriend is not with you.
Alright, or you can be a lost puppy and sob.
On a side note, maybe you would like to ignore him until he bother enough to come find you? :D *wink*
So that about it. And no, not all things are between me and Huihan. It is just some of my perspectives i had when i was talking with my friend. And you might disagree but so be it. Nonetheless, happiness, disappointing, arguments, communications, I rather be in a relationship where both parties show commitment than to be in a fling. True story bro.
1) "Just because he don't love you the way you wants, doesn't mean he don't love you with everything he got"
Something i saw from tumblr. Which bring us to the second point.
2) Be positive. Look on the bright side. Appreciate every single things he done for you regardless how big or small it is.
Boyfriend did not give you any gifts for your anniversary? At least he remember the date.
Boyfriend do not have time to accompany you as much as you like? At least he bother to drive you around.
Examples. Just saying.
Go think of what your partner have done for you that you could be grateful and appreciative of. It will make you happier and naturally he will be.
This also means to say don't be envious of other couples that seem "sweeter". Firstly, it make you oversees what your Love had done for you. Secondly, no couples post their quarrels on Facebook/ Twitter right?! What is the point of being jealous when you are unaware of what the complete story would be?
3) Expectation and disappointments
Argh! Seriously?! Screw this.
I guess this is something common in all relationship.
The key is how you handle your expectation. Don't want to be disappointed? Reduce your expectations. Then at least you not only wouldn't be disappointed, and who knows you might be surprised.
I know this sound damn pessimistic. But being let down, facing disappointments really sucks. Don't you think so? :(
4) If you can't change somebody, join him
It is not that i am not caring enough about my boyfriend, and that why i let him do as he wants. Come on, it is easier to go:
"Wah lau! Why are you always doing your hobbies, and neglecting me? Drop your hobbies plox *insert sad face*" Or "Wah biang! You are always going out to enjoy. Friends first, i second. I don't like you to meet your friends." Or "Wah kao! Why are you always playing Dota? Don't you find it boring ? Stop Dota now!@#$%^"
BUT, I believe in having them making the (right) decision themselves, rather than imposing your will on them. Who likes to be controlled? Let them make the decisions themselves.
Then again, this also leads to more disappointments. And you are left to deal with your it once again.
My suggestion is, on some occasions, join him. If he is going out with his friends, accompany him. If he has a hobby, listen to him, share his excitements. Notice how his face lit up when he talks about it.
On the other occasions, just go and do something with the additional amount of time you have. Watch a movie, listen musics, meet up with friends. Stop focusing that your boyfriend is not with you.
Alright, or you can be a lost puppy and sob.
On a side note, maybe you would like to ignore him until he bother enough to come find you? :D *wink*
So that about it. And no, not all things are between me and Huihan. It is just some of my perspectives i had when i was talking with my friend. And you might disagree but so be it. Nonetheless, happiness, disappointing, arguments, communications, I rather be in a relationship where both parties show commitment than to be in a fling. True story bro.
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