#prayforboston

This pretty much sum up my thoughts and it is a reminder for me to be grateful for everything i am fortunate enough to possess.
Thank you for everything.

And although #prayforboston would not help, but i am a believer of #lawofattraction and positive thoughts generate positive reaction. Therefore, hopefully my puny thoughts, together with the thousand others, will help to generate a positive reaction from the universe (?) I sincerely wish all casualties and pained ones would have a speedy recover.....
i don't know how, by wishing that, it would help but i really wish i would.

To be honest i don't like those postings on facebook, yahoo news because i feel such news are tragedy. Not some article to boost the press's profits or for some attention seeking person who is more concerned about likes/ shares or for their own popularity... but oh well, maybe this awareness would in turn have more positive thoughts (And monetary donation)...?

Yea... by posting this im contributing to another of such posts ^ but i usually keep my two cents to myself...

Bye

#abtm

Huihan finally enlisted and i miss him so so much! Some times in the positive ways. You know, like those "distance make the heart grow fonder" (or whatever it is) way. And the other time? well, it is the I WANT TO KILL YOU, WHY HAVENT YOU REPLY ME!!! *rage*" way.

Le sigh. i really miss the guy who is always so caring and loving to me:( hahahha! actually he also got alot flaws lah! But dont care lahhhh. I miss my baby! teehee.

And he is actually he damn sweet. Cuz he's trying to pacify me by telling me he misses me and calling me when actually he is the one suffering more. Duh. He is the one under siong trainings and is away from family, oscar and me.. obviously he is the one on the harder end >_<

But... logic and emotion doesnt go in hand so....  AHHHH Y U NO REPLY ME?!?!
Hahaha! Nonetheless, proud of you and strive forward^^

Chinese New Year + Valentine

Although i should be studying now, I wanna take a short while to thank Huihan for everything he done.
Baby, I had a great deal of fun <3 p="">
Similar to last year, hh was bringing me along with his family to bai nian. I must say his family is really huge with both his parents having 6-7 siblings each and most of the siblings have children and grand children. Hh is (like) lacking by a generation to the extent that he become the "uncle" of many others younger and likewise, older than him. He is the "grand-uncle" to this really adorable little girl...(or is it 2 adorable little girl)? =/ 
Old boy is old *shake head* Tsk tsk!
Anyway you get my point. It is really very shag to Bai Nian with them. Throughout the 2 days (CNY 1/ CNY 2) we visited 5 houses and lou hei 3 times (in 2 days!)... So HAPPENING SIOL! Although most of the time i feel like an awkward penguin =X

I mean, you would think it is very cool to be collecting stack of ang baos that is as high as 3 remote controls put together (no joke!) but let me tell you.. it is actually SUPER paiseh sia -.-" It feel like the ang baos doesn't rightfully belongs to you and the worse thing is you don't even know who is the one giving the angbao or the right way to address them. I feel i'm mega rude X_x Haiyo...
Furthermore, some angbaos range from $10 - $XXX is really too much to give to an outsider (aka me) lah. Not that i am complaining lah, but it is really *big gasp* unrelatable.
Nonetheless, i'm thankful okay :) And it is really fun actually! I suspect it is because most of the time im smiling because i feel like the ^ mentioned above. And when one smile, they naturally feel good and become happy :D Seem legit.

Okay! Next, Valentine! Wooohooooooo!
Actually my valentine super boring de. HAHAHAHHAHA! We didnt go anywhere!
Hahahahha! We watched Bambi at home =D
But nevertheless, I wanna thank my dear Huihan cause:

1. he start off valentine by picking me up at BB at exactly 12am. This is something i would consider damn sweet leh! Like Cinderella must reach home at 12am, i is kana picked when the clock strike 12 (Y) lolololol!
2. he got me a bouquet of roses. Okay lah. This one small case nia. But i still act yi ge, have a small photoshoot with the bouquet of roses then gu yi use those soft filter, such that the photos look really sweet! HAHA. Anyway, he tried helping me dry the roses. Wonder how it will turn out to be like..
3. and and and this! hh gu yi take MC so that he can pei me on valentine! =D So nice right? *hearts* But..... I was too lazy to go out.....
   Haiya, it was only afterward that i realized because we did not go out, i kinda have wasted his effort in getting the MC. Sorry.

Anyway, afterward we went to his uncle's house to bai nian (counted?) His uncle's house is really pretty but i am more amazed by the steamboat pot. It look like this:

Go agar how the pot look likes.

And the next day, we had dinner together with his family and relative at some always-packed-Chinese restaurant. So in total, i lou hei a good 5 times!! HUAT AHHHHHHHH =D

Pictures time~!

Some random camwhoresss..

 friends..

I think hh look good here, else i wont upload cause i look super cui -.-"

Roses giver deserve some credits =D

Here is me-acting-chio photoshoot (Y) HAHA

Random Thoughts

My life currently is... dull.To be honest i have nothing much to blog about. Im so bored to the extent of blogging because i have nothing else to do. That how bored I am~
Okay, "nothing to do" exclude studying. Could have pick up a book to read or find a movie/drama to watch. But i felt those time might be used to study and yet i procrastinate studying. Hence, i pretty much spend these time nua-ing on my bed daydreaming, checking and rechecking Facebook, Twitter and Instagram. Gosh, the time i spent wastefully! God forbid! X_x HAHAHAHA! Okay lah! I shall try to change >.<

Anyway, why nowadays no one is updating their Social media platform le arh? Update leh! 本小姐very bored leh!

Alright, shall give a little updates here and there.

Net's Birthday at Siloso Beach Resort

To my best firend ^^

Presents from Hh!

POP!

In case he is jealous! HAHAHA :D J/k

• RWS S.E.A Aquarium is a pretty and highly serene place. To be honest it does exceed my expectation! This is due to the fact that the aquarium is surrounded with blue colour (duh) and BLUE is favorite colour! If you got spare cash, it is worthwhile going~ However it is the kind of place where going once is perfect experience, but you wouldn't go again. Oh yah! Dolphins are not available at the time i went. And their sharks are.. Pathetic. Tsk! Cheat tourist's money! (But, i must admit that the trip was kinda disaster thanks to me (and my shoes and mainly me again) I'm extremely sorry to those that are affected, and happen to read my blog (╯ಊ╰)

Blessed peeps! ^^

Please do not expect the picture to reflect how the beauty of the place.

• RIP my old lappy, you served me well. Got a new Lappy! You will be serving me well too! Lenovo Y480, 3rd Gen i3, 16GB RAM, 750HDD for $999.  And currently it look like this:

Doesn't take a genius to know what animals i like

• Watched Hansel and Gretel today. It was great except for a part where it was gory till the extent that i gagged. Fine, i have weak heart!  And another part where you get a glimpse of the girl's boobs =/  HAHAHA! So overall worth catching lahhh

This is a super no substance post siol.

On a side note, I hope all my friends are doing well. Although we are each on a different path, I hope i will get to meet each and everyone of you from time to time.
I love all of you <3 nbsp="">

Belated HAPPY NEW YEAR

Alright, so new year has come and go and what does everyone do when it is the new year? Yep, that's right, the obnoxious new year resolutions everyone made at the start of the year but fail to keep it anyway. Yet, we still love to make it doesnt we? :D

New year have pass by for more than a week. But i didnt felt much then. But it suddenly striked me, yesterday, how i wanted my new year to be! So here goes!

1) I must be punctual... Nah! Not going to happen=.=

2) Time management - this mean i should stop procrastinating and do the correct things at the correct time! And yeah, SELF DISCIPLINE!
By the way, do you know that a person procrastinate because he have high expectation of himself but fear of being unable to meet it?
Heavy pessure, heavy burden.
(feeling this way at the moment :/)

3) I shall eat vitamin everyday!
I am practically falling sick every month and im sick of being sick!
So cheers to healthy lifestyle!
Healthy diet, more activities and excercise and looking at the green green more often!

4)Okay! That's is all~ but.... there are still more to come!

5) I WANT TO BE HAPPY! I MUST BE POSITIVE!
hmmm, weird. Have i been too emo recently? I remember the old me to be so positive until the extent of self deception! Hahaha! Not so kua zhang lah! Just a lil only:D

6) I want to improve myself leh:/ Now sure how to go about doing this. But i want to be more independent, more confident, more mature, more knowledgeable, more expressive, more sociable, less self-conscious and 内向. And stop acting like a kid! >_< le sigh.

This is my wish for 2013. 2013 please be good to me.
Looking back at 2012, it had been my hardest year out of my 21 years of living. I have never felt so much hurt before. (erm.. this led to another thought... but is there something wrong w my childhood? To be discuss later... path of self discovery)

But 2012 really is a year which is extremely eventful.
Mugging the last part of FYP
Finally graduating from SP
Been in love and.. out of it..
And been through an extremely heartwrenching sitiation
Screwing up my health
Being in and out of hospital for family, friends and lover
Been lied to, been hurt deeply yet still surviving
Seeing what i thought was happy ever after love turned foe with broken promises and a poor innocent party hurt...
On the brighter note, i get to treasure my kick-ass-will-be-there-through-thick-and-thin friends, which im blessed with.
I get to learn the importance of kinship which im so deprived of..
I get to go on a trip to Genting and Bkk, both trip which i enjoyed myself very much
I get to enjoy all my friends 21st birthday and this year been the only year where i stayed at a hotel:D Let alone staying at 4(?) times?
SIM started and i get to know really interesting peoples
And i guess past issues will improve..?

And now i reach this stagnant point where i am lacking social lifestyle and having full of self doubt. Especially toward life and what is the point of every thing i am doing now. Everything just feels so meaningless. A rat race.
I am so bored with life that i suspect i could even be suffering from slight depression!
Yes, it is that serious!
But based on Maslow's need theory, maybe only physiological needa is met and the rest is in the orange zone?? ://

Alright. Good night. Bye.

(Typed through phone. Not edited.)