Random Thoughts

My life currently is... dull.To be honest i have nothing much to blog about. Im so bored to the extent of blogging because i have nothing else to do. That how bored I am~
Okay, "nothing to do" exclude studying. Could have pick up a book to read or find a movie/drama to watch. But i felt those time might be used to study and yet i procrastinate studying. Hence, i pretty much spend these time nua-ing on my bed daydreaming, checking and rechecking Facebook, Twitter and Instagram. Gosh, the time i spent wastefully! God forbid! X_x HAHAHAHA! Okay lah! I shall try to change >.<

Anyway, why nowadays no one is updating their Social media platform le arh? Update leh! 本小姐very bored leh!

Alright, shall give a little updates here and there.

Net's Birthday at Siloso Beach Resort

To my best firend ^^

Presents from Hh!

POP!

In case he is jealous! HAHAHA :D J/k

• RWS S.E.A Aquarium is a pretty and highly serene place. To be honest it does exceed my expectation! This is due to the fact that the aquarium is surrounded with blue colour (duh) and BLUE is favorite colour! If you got spare cash, it is worthwhile going~ However it is the kind of place where going once is perfect experience, but you wouldn't go again. Oh yah! Dolphins are not available at the time i went. And their sharks are.. Pathetic. Tsk! Cheat tourist's money! (But, i must admit that the trip was kinda disaster thanks to me (and my shoes and mainly me again) I'm extremely sorry to those that are affected, and happen to read my blog (╯ಊ╰)

Blessed peeps! ^^

Please do not expect the picture to reflect how the beauty of the place.

• RIP my old lappy, you served me well. Got a new Lappy! You will be serving me well too! Lenovo Y480, 3rd Gen i3, 16GB RAM, 750HDD for $999.  And currently it look like this:

Doesn't take a genius to know what animals i like

• Watched Hansel and Gretel today. It was great except for a part where it was gory till the extent that i gagged. Fine, i have weak heart!  And another part where you get a glimpse of the girl's boobs =/  HAHAHA! So overall worth catching lahhh

This is a super no substance post siol.

On a side note, I hope all my friends are doing well. Although we are each on a different path, I hope i will get to meet each and everyone of you from time to time.
I love all of you <3 nbsp="">

Belated HAPPY NEW YEAR

Alright, so new year has come and go and what does everyone do when it is the new year? Yep, that's right, the obnoxious new year resolutions everyone made at the start of the year but fail to keep it anyway. Yet, we still love to make it doesnt we? :D

New year have pass by for more than a week. But i didnt felt much then. But it suddenly striked me, yesterday, how i wanted my new year to be! So here goes!

1) I must be punctual... Nah! Not going to happen=.=

2) Time management - this mean i should stop procrastinating and do the correct things at the correct time! And yeah, SELF DISCIPLINE!
By the way, do you know that a person procrastinate because he have high expectation of himself but fear of being unable to meet it?
Heavy pessure, heavy burden.
(feeling this way at the moment :/)

3) I shall eat vitamin everyday!
I am practically falling sick every month and im sick of being sick!
So cheers to healthy lifestyle!
Healthy diet, more activities and excercise and looking at the green green more often!

4)Okay! That's is all~ but.... there are still more to come!

5) I WANT TO BE HAPPY! I MUST BE POSITIVE!
hmmm, weird. Have i been too emo recently? I remember the old me to be so positive until the extent of self deception! Hahaha! Not so kua zhang lah! Just a lil only:D

6) I want to improve myself leh:/ Now sure how to go about doing this. But i want to be more independent, more confident, more mature, more knowledgeable, more expressive, more sociable, less self-conscious and 内向. And stop acting like a kid! >_< le sigh.

This is my wish for 2013. 2013 please be good to me.
Looking back at 2012, it had been my hardest year out of my 21 years of living. I have never felt so much hurt before. (erm.. this led to another thought... but is there something wrong w my childhood? To be discuss later... path of self discovery)

But 2012 really is a year which is extremely eventful.
Mugging the last part of FYP
Finally graduating from SP
Been in love and.. out of it..
And been through an extremely heartwrenching sitiation
Screwing up my health
Being in and out of hospital for family, friends and lover
Been lied to, been hurt deeply yet still surviving
Seeing what i thought was happy ever after love turned foe with broken promises and a poor innocent party hurt...
On the brighter note, i get to treasure my kick-ass-will-be-there-through-thick-and-thin friends, which im blessed with.
I get to learn the importance of kinship which im so deprived of..
I get to go on a trip to Genting and Bkk, both trip which i enjoyed myself very much
I get to enjoy all my friends 21st birthday and this year been the only year where i stayed at a hotel:D Let alone staying at 4(?) times?
SIM started and i get to know really interesting peoples
And i guess past issues will improve..?

And now i reach this stagnant point where i am lacking social lifestyle and having full of self doubt. Especially toward life and what is the point of every thing i am doing now. Everything just feels so meaningless. A rat race.
I am so bored with life that i suspect i could even be suffering from slight depression!
Yes, it is that serious!
But based on Maslow's need theory, maybe only physiological needa is met and the rest is in the orange zone?? ://

Alright. Good night. Bye.

(Typed through phone. Not edited.)